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More of the people that I love....

oops- missed November- Halloween and fall!

Bishops, Homecoming dance for Aly at Whitney High School... and my surgery on 10/17/08

No more surgery-and the holidays are officially here!

Well, it goes like this- 10 surguries in 18 months... I am oficially done and trying to figure out wher to go from here. What does one do when we are faced with our own mortality- and then are well...
I am confused? I missed out on Coltons first year of his life- and it makes me mad- makes me sad- My body is So tired- yet my mind is going 100 miles per hour.

Its been a LONG 10 years!
4 years since the accident where Thomas died- with me at the wheel
10 years since I gave birth to my first son- my angel Zack
6 years since I got married- and 2 beautiful sons later... I am tired!
I am blessed- and confused.

who am I now without having babies, being pregnant, being sick...
I love my job- love my kids, love my family, and am so grateful to alive- I just wish at times that I had not experienced so much...
The economy is in the tank- and I am trying to find my way....
As we prepare for Christmas( I do not remember last years holidays- none of them) I am trying to grasp what the season is all about- and do different...everything is different- why am I so angry!

fall is in the air...

howdy- hope all is well on your side, we are all doing good. Jess is working and studying, Aly is loving high school- first homecoming on 11/1/08! G is still looking for work- and the boys are great! Jackson is SO grown up- he spells- and talks like he is 10! Colton is funny- and runs now instead of walking? HUGS from here

Jess dyed her hair- RED!!!!!

Trip to So Ca to go to Disneyland, Venice Beach and ELLEN! Three generations, Jessica, Me and my mom!

Family Portriats

Auntie Lynne and Grandma Sherri came to visit on their trip to Oregon- and Lynne did some really cute photos of the fam.. Here we are...

Fall is in the air- and we are ready for Halloween!!!!

Happy Fall- wow what a difference a year makes! I really do not remember this time last year- its all kind of a blur to me. Good and bad at the same time. Its been a year since I got so sick- and I am having one last surgery on 10/16/08- that's 10 days away. So in honor of that we decorated the house for HALLOWEEN tonight! FUN!!!! G is out of work- again- we are praying for the right- long term jb for him. Jess is working at Starbuck abd City of Rocklin and school FT- Aly loves Whitney High School and DUH and Katie and church- all three of them that she goes too. Jackson is learning to write- and talks like is 14! Cole is running- almost always away from us, smile. he is our clingy little guy- last baby syndrome! Jess, Oma and I went to Southern CA for Disneyland, Venice Beach and ELLEN!!!!! It was amazing... despite the economy we are still laughing- dancing- and aaaak getting ready to vote! Hope all is well HUGS Candace and family!!!

9/22/08-its FALL!!!!!

greetings from Jones land... we are all doing well- its the one year anniversary of me being So sick last year- yuck- bringing up some crappy stuff for me... G went back to work- again..two week off- that was enough:) Aly is LOVING high school- and happy! Jess is at Starbucks( score for mommy) and City of Rocklin- and school- aaah being 20!!! Jackson- well is still LOUD and funny- his new work is actually- and ahh crap! He is too cute and finally fully potty trained... THANK GOD I am having another freakin surgery- AGAIN on 10/16/2008- tubes- aaak my repaired tubes gone and ovaries, not happy but it needs to be done... I am the bionic woman... try to do it lap so less trauma this time around... it's about time for this to end- 9+ months in bed and 6 surgeries, I am tired of being sick!
We are dying here with the economy I hope and pray that it gets better soon---- we spent out 6 year wedding anniversary in Lincoln- CA!
Hope all is well with you- Blessings from our home to yours... HUGS Candace